One of the fellows from another forum suggested I stop by. This is what I posted there.
All right guys, I need help... First I got to let you know this is an emotional thing here...
A year ago, my father in-law passed, I had more respect for that man than any other, including my own father, just to put a perspective on this..
I started helping care for him for many years after his first stroke. I was the one that assisted him on his last days with us as well. I want to say about 10-12 years.
During my hunting seasons, he would give me terrible harassing for not killing any thing, and he always wanted me to bring him a little piggy... I never went out for the working part of hunting, just the joy of being out.
Here is my quest for help, last year I decided to dedicate a pig hunt for the month of February to him, and have not had the courage to do any thing about this.. Too much pain, if you understand what I am going through great, if not please bear with me. I have yet to deal with his passing, and this is making me feel things I refused to deal with.
I am in the Sacramento area, and have a couple of thoughts of where, but nothing for sure.
Any help would be wonderful.
Thanks, I appreciate your time and ideas.
All right guys, I need help... First I got to let you know this is an emotional thing here...
A year ago, my father in-law passed, I had more respect for that man than any other, including my own father, just to put a perspective on this..
I started helping care for him for many years after his first stroke. I was the one that assisted him on his last days with us as well. I want to say about 10-12 years.
During my hunting seasons, he would give me terrible harassing for not killing any thing, and he always wanted me to bring him a little piggy... I never went out for the working part of hunting, just the joy of being out.
Here is my quest for help, last year I decided to dedicate a pig hunt for the month of February to him, and have not had the courage to do any thing about this.. Too much pain, if you understand what I am going through great, if not please bear with me. I have yet to deal with his passing, and this is making me feel things I refused to deal with.
I am in the Sacramento area, and have a couple of thoughts of where, but nothing for sure.
Any help would be wonderful.
Thanks, I appreciate your time and ideas.